I’m not even 18 yet and I feel like I’ve grown up and out-grown so much recently. I both like it and I don’t. I don’t even know what I want at the moment, but I kind of wish time would slow down a little for me, if only for a moment. Unfortunately it doesn’t work that way.
Things are moving so quick it’s not funny. After waiting for so long for it to happen, I’m finally finished school. I’m almost working full-time now, people are constantly drifting out of my life–we make plans like, “You. Me. This Saturday night. Let’s catch up and get wasted!” and things along those lines, but then what? Nothing ever comes of it. It’s been going on like this long before I left school though, so I don’t know why it’s hitting me like it is now.
Do I care? Do they care? If they don’t really care, do I care that they don’t really care? Do I even make sense to myself anymore?
Posted by Cassy Baker 